

EmptyEveryday has its moment of glory. Hopefully sooner rather than later I will come out of this funk. Until then, I will just have to write some poetry to get it out of my system. Excuse my pity party.Empty
"Empty"
I feel so empty.
Like the life is slowly being squelched away.
Just a parasite of loneliness
Withdrawing all the shine
until I am lackluster and dull.
How did things get this far?
I am so cold.
The slow circulation of this circumstance
Has left my b


Seeded HurtFaking smiles Closing eyes To dream of darker times Though dark and terrible, Filled with lust and rage So brilliant and bold - that it manifestsSeeded Hurt
deep within my soul. Fairly old scars From battles not so long ago. Fresh soil Seeded with destroyed vegetation. Doomed to grow, to floursih to writh and exist -- in such a beautiful and ugly place. I can hardly stand to think of you. Of us Of everything and nothing.


Like a RoseGrass softly supporting backs. Backs facing earth, Looking up to skies - so blue so clear, Spiked with the occasional cloud. Hands holding eachother Eyes embracing smiles, Laughs hidden by fears. Crisp days of spring Love growing -- and shifting -- and spinning out of control. Knowing that beauty will eventually expose a dangerous weapon. Like a rose without a thorn.Like a Rose
Impossible.


Absolute TruthCan\'t you hear it? The way my heart is desolately destroyed? With business-like repetition.Absolute Truth
I miss you
Can\'t you hear it over there? Across the vast oceans and lands -
They never used to separate us... Can\'t you hear it over the torrid sex? Why do you ignore it over the \'conversation and teasing\'?
How can you?... What do you want me to do? \"Forget you\"? Find another to be my true love...?
I can\'t. Won\'t.
There is no other. Only one truth. Somethings in life... are an absolute truth.
Th
later.
ViNce
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I never knew until that moment what it was like to lose something I never really had.
[the wonder years]
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